mukhang ewan:p kung anoano gnwa ko dun sa freewebs account ko. anywaaaaaaaaaaay. 1:30 nkse at wala akong mgwa. di nman mkatulog. SABADO NA. aaai. friday the thirteenth pla kanikanina. july13 pla nun. MEHN. :))

okaay. im so labo. ang gulo ng buhay ko. im not doing well. nothing has happened much this week. except me being class president. goodluck diba?:P bstaaa. ang gulo ko. bahala ka.

YES OR NO?

MY WEEKEND:> ang corny na pero ang hectic ng weekend ko. haha:P pero masaya nman. nung friday, nanuod kmi ng TRANSFORMERS. it's suuuuuuuper COOL:) a must see movie. ang galeng tlga:)) haha. ksama ko manuod mga friends ni paula at si mommy. ayoko tlga sumama kse ang corny ko nmn. pero sumama pa rin ako and im thankful that i did:)) after nun. hinatid nmin mga classmates nia. pero ngpababa nko sa parlor pra sa cousin ko na ako makasabay. super sikip kse=)) and we ate dinner at 10pm. was starving:( pero di nkakain ng maaios kse ang epal ng dysmenorrhea ko. MEHN:| nkatulog. natulugan nnman. SOWRI:)

then nung saturday. birthday celebration ni aivy. ang sayaaaaa:") andami kse nmen eh. aivy, redg, ako, clar, chai, lexli, tammy, naida, siapoc, ghian, jenny, xai, jayjay, mykmyk, ciaeli, jopay, liveby at karle. oh dba?:)) ang saya. may palayok, musical chairs, karaoke, red wine. haha:P basta masaya ako. pero ewan. HEE:) kea lng maaga ako umuwi. mga 5pm kse dumerecho nman kming Buting:P ntulugan nnman:)) sorry ulet:D

today, ngpplano kmi pmunta ng trinoma:)) sna mtuloy. can't wait. haha.

nga pla. haaappy anniversay bukas ROTACT. iloveyoooooooooooou:) and thanks.

false alarm

previous post was false alarm:)) pero whatever. gnun eh.

NAKAKATAWA SI PAULA. so pathetic mehn.

just last night.

isang araw kse, dumating sha sa buhay mo. hindi mo sha gusto at gusto ka nia. pero kahit gnon, bnigyan mo sha ng chance na mkilala ka and you got to know him at the same time. you became very close. he was so open with what he feels for you. he asks questions and you answer them with honesty. right from the start, alam mong hindi mo sha mgugustuhan, just because. but just like what they say, expect the unexpected. wag magsasalita ng tapos. you cared for him, he became important to you, you do love him. nagbago na ang lhat ng iniicp mo. possible pala. the two of you had a chance and he knew that. that's what he held on. but he knows too that it would be hard. you think it's clear to him na "yes, possible. but not now".

ano ba kseng reason mo? well, she has tons of reasons. she just doesn't want to be selfish and unfair. she can't give the commitment cause if she does, it won't work. hindi pa pwede, hindi pa kaya. hindi nagpaligaw dahil ang sagot lng sa ligaw ay oo or hindi. no in betweens. and those inbetweens are what she could only offer.

and because she doesn't want to be sefish, she'll let things be. he gave up, she doesn't want him to, but there's nothing else she could do. ayaw niang pigilan. he won't be happy with her, she can't give time. ayaw niang mastuck sha with her.

bastaaa. she meant everything she said. she's sorry for no particular reason. she thanks him, cause he made her happy. and she wants him to take care of himself, always. sheloveshim.

-- an example of the right thing at the wrong time. sad right?

WAR

dapat mgppost ako nung wednesday yta. but our computer's very busy. the computer chair nver got empty. mga adik kse tao dito sa DOTA, friendster &blahblah.

i can imagine the kind of post id be writing that day. hooo!:)) eh kse mainit ang mga pangyayari nun. prang worldwar3 sa high school building. ngyon, dna mshado. and that's good news. :> i have to make kwento. [anobaian:))]

May C.A.T na kse ulet. mga Seniors ang oficers. Well, we have this thing, our batch and their's. Sbi nila, noon pa kmi may mga hidden alitans. Ewan ko ba:)) so anyway. rules are implemented strictly now. mula sa pila sa canteen hanggang sa no trespassing rules. we get it nman. rules are rules. they are made to be followed.

the problem is, things are bit exaggerated. from the way they make us follow and the way they tell teachers how we disobey and question them. We, the Juniors, according to them, are the ones who question and disobey the most. EH hindi nman gnon, pra sa akin. hindi lng kami.

merong iba na feel na feel ang pngyayari. sobrang ngiging bossy and bully. so parang ako, how do you expect us to follow you kung gnyan nman dba? tell us nicely, then we'll follow you. there's a difference nman kse kung sinabi mo ng maayos and you bossing around like, "HOY 3RD YEAR, blahblahblah". at chka. ang weird. oo na, bwal na mgstay sa classroom ng iba. but why can't we stay in the corridors as well? wla nmang gnun na rule ah. ang reason nio ay maingay kmi. kami lng ba? tgnan nio ung mga kaibgan mo, maingay din sila.

meron ginawa ung iba kong batchmates [mejo ksama ako:P]. nung lunch time, ngoneline thing kami. me and my friends, sa may court lng nggnun. ung iba pla, buong building:)) na-offend daw nmin mga Seniors. but that wasn't our intention, really. Hm. Nkarating sha sa disciplinarian, and we were told na mali un. Honestly, wla akong makitang mali dun. oo na, mtigas ulo, biassed or whatever. pero wla tlga akong mkitang mali. we were following the one-line rule tapos mali pa rin:)) wla lng, nkktawa kse.

ai, tpos merong mga pampam na nkikisali sa gulo. haha;P whatever n lng. nkktawa sila:)) wla kseng pumpansin sknila. WOO!:))

so anyway, ngreklamo kmi sa mga teachers. things are settled, i guess. wla ng parinigan at wla na rin nman ytang mga bossy. HAHA. good for us. sana lng tlga ok na noh. wag nio kami pagiinitan.

anyway. ngkwento lng. this is my blog. just so you know;))